Its been a while....

It has been a while since I have posted any updates. School has been very.....interesting (I will stay positive, I hear its good for my health). I am enjoying all of my courses very well right now, a little math, physics, some computer programming. The issue at times is the crazy roller coaster of emotions they take me on. At one moment I can be grasping at the edge of "just getting by", and at other times it feels like I wanna just "bottle" the succeeding moment to remember during my tough times. I try to remember that it is a good training for life in general. That even though you give your all until you don't know how, sometimes certain days just won't go as well as you'd hoped. The up side is that there are other days when that hard work turns out to be a great investment. I find it intriguing most times because I have found that I actually find out that I learn more about myself during those trying times. I try to talk to God frequently. I try to let him know that I am looking for that purposeful lining, that connecting point between failures and wisdom.